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Well anyway.. I should have listened to the warning others were trying to warn me. Guess I chose this path. Needed this pain to get myself awake. Always believed she was a good and nice girl. I really couldn't trust her no more. She was lying to me from the very start? It just makes me wonder, what is her motive? Why me? The following is specially for you.. Thinking back to all the nice things you've done for me. I just have to ask myself "Why were you so nice? Did you love me in the first place? Were you putting up an act?" I was lucky to have my sisters, if it weren't for them I'll still be "toyed" around by you. You said you have no guilty conscious. I gave you three chances to own up but sad to say you blew these chances away. If you are reading this right now. You do not have to hide no more. I know lots of stuffs about you which you wouldn't expect me to know. Example: Six pointer, pub investor, decent social escort. The next thing I know, you might be telling people I am the one who woo you first. Or maybe you would tell others you never had a boyfriend like me. I am just some guy whom you rejected. I admit, I am not a perfect man. I NEVER thought I was one. No one is perfect in this world. I make mistakes like everyone does. I am childish, but you weren't as mature as you think you are too. Everyone has their childish/immature side of them. You showed yours when Isaac provoked you. This was what humans do. If you think I am provoking you, you are very wrong. If you feel offended, I am sorry. It is really not too late to change now. You do not have to use those easy ways to get the things you want. Lying, acting and cheating will not get you anywhere. Please show your true self to the world. You are still young, there are tons of opportunities out there waiting for you. Getting rich through beauty, sex or love is not what you should do. I really think you are capable of making something big with your talent. I know you do not want all these, you just want to be normal. But this is your misfortune in your life. Stay strong. I always believe you'll learn things through positive mindset. I am learning. I really hope you are too. I hope you'll change after reading this (if you ever got to read this). I know you might feel these are all bullshits and immature and all, but I wrote this cause I care for you. Though I can no longer be there physically, but I'll still be there for you mentally. I hope you'll find someone better. With love, Mr A Ciao.. Labels: Down... |